• a push over
• a manipulator
• a 'know-it-all'
• a "victim"
• a jump off {so sad but there really is no other way to put it lol}
• a user {the jump-off/user go hand in hand :-(}
• an instigator
• proud and a lil arrogant
• broken
• scared to approach people and/or situations i know need to be
• a friend
• humble and loyal {sometimes to a fault}
• a lover {in every sense of the word}
• a confidant
• an internalist {it's not a Webster but u get me}
• a dreamer

I Am...

• honest with myself about myself and others
• clearer
• a HARD worker
• putting away childish things
• a little bolder
• still a dreamer but now more a believer
• an even deeper lover {in a better sense of the word}
• still a pitt bull in a skirt lol but at the right times
• more open to people, emotion, and adventures
• getting closer to my ultimate goal
• a little more ready for the things that come along with that goal
• trying to grow as I grow up
• getting my health and well being together
• still working out the kinks {there are still a lot to deal w lol}
• GROWING and i'm happy about it

I try to do self evals every now and then when i build up the nerve and TRY to work on some of my biggest issues at the time or at least pray about them and I've found some hurtful things about myself, some things that just piss me off about my behavior and decisions, but also some things that I'm proud of and some qualities that are just breaking the surface that I want to continue to develop. Some things I haven't got the balls to put out there just yet but trust I see them and we'll work on that later ;-). I'm sure this list will grow a lil later too

Dr. CH, MD {prayerfully}