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Saturday, October 24, 2009

Let It Go?

So I'm just gonna vent for a lil bit since I'm tired of talkin this thing out...When it came to education and making sure we were in some good programs she was a great mom! When it came to emotionally encouraging and building self-esteem in her kids, she was and still is THE WORST!! I know you're supposed to talk about your mom and manners and all that but seriously I believe the only reason I didn't turn out weak was because I couldn't let her beat me, so I developed a tough shell and its sad that to this day I still have to use it. :-(
Typical moms don't know their place when it comes to their grown kids but she is TOTALLY out of place!
When I found out I was pregnant, YES it was a shock but the extreme that she took it to I could not believe and still I can't shake the look she gave, the crap that flew out of her mouth....uggghhh. Well now that he's here, she wants to play Super-Grandma!! I can't believe it. I thought when it was all over I would feel a little different but seriously I don't even really like to see her hold him, sad I know but its my true feeling. When she tries to tell me what to do and how to take care of him I wanna say "What do you care? You didn't even want him here!!" but I don't. I'm nursing and I'm gonna try to stick with it until he's at least 6 months, but how can someone that NEVER breastfed her kids seriously tell me what to do?? Then today she had the audacity to tell me that I need to just bring him to her in Brooklyn! Are you F'IN kiddin me LADY!!!
I'm still debating whether or not I'd tell him the truth about the way his grandmother acted or not. We'll see. She boils my blood something terrible. Thanks for letting me vent this, hope to be back on a brighter note.

posted by DSweet1 @ Saturday, October 24, 2009

2 Comments:

At 3:57 PM, poyesha said…

lol i hear you loud & clear. except its my father who makes my blood boil. parents... what can i say
At 3:59 AM, Tranquility826 said…

wow! I hear u..it has to be rough..but don't tell lil' man, let him enjoy being spoiled! but moms is trippin, tryna keep him..lol..mothers are funny!