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Friday, July 13, 2007

It's Been A Minute

Man it's been years..lol..lol. My main reason was because I really didn't have time to actually sit down and write something and also because my apartment was wired for internet {loooong story} but I finally got it together :-).

Well I'm getting ready to get done with these last classes, Drexel screwed me, but its ok there's always something great after something like this happens...
I start PCOM in January and because I had to push my entry date back it gave me more time to look for grants and scholarship and found one that covers all the expenses for my 1st year!!! So thank you Jesus..now I just need to get done with Drexel once and for all.

We moved and I'm so excited about my new place and everything but since we've been here, I've noticed a change in the relationships and friendships surrounding me and I can't help but wonder if it has something to do with the fact that we never blessed the house or even asked God about this move ::sigh:: So I decided to have a "house-warming", one to have people over to eat, drink, and have a great time but also to pray and bless the house with people I know care. SOOO it's looking like August 12 at 4pm {I'll keep u posted but invites should be going out soon}.

I need money!!! lol lol It's not even funny, I feel like I'm living like the typical nigga like I'm two checks away from being broke and I HATE asking my parents and brothers for help, that has never been my thing so I'm trying desperately to make things work. I'm not suppose to work while I'm in school at PCOM but I don't know if that's gonna work ::sigh:: My boss at Lankenau was really grating on my nerves and so I resigned my position there and now I'll only be working part time there after August is done hopefully, I'll find something else, some things look promising so I'm keeping my fingers crossed. This brokeness can't be...maybe it has something to do with me not tithing like I used to :-(

That's another thing, I started missing a few Sundays because of work and some projects I was involved with but I noticed that whenever I went back it just didn't feel the same. I went back sometime in March and it was the mister's first time and he didn't like it, "I don't feel God here" were his exact words and I couldn't really argue with him. Then I go back on Easter and it was HORRIBLE, I couldn't understand it and then I spoke to some ministers there and they started talking like they were in a trance or something, so I decided that I couldn't be there anymore. I wish them the best and I pray that when a turn around comes they will be blessed higher and above everything they dream of, I just can't be there right now. Last year during service, I heard a voice say 'You won't be here long' and I didn't know what it meant at the time but now I know..so I've been attending Enon and even though its a lil hike I LOVE it and so does the mister...

Ok, so that was alot of my blabbing hope you enjoyed lol...

Dr. CH, MD {prayerfully}

posted by DSweet1 @ Friday, July 13, 2007

1 Comments:

At 10:19 AM, Tranquility826 said…

Congrats on that ascholarship..that's great! Congrats again on the new place! you don't have no $$ with all those jobs you workin?? lol..lol..and I can def feel u about the church house!!