| Monday, August 17, 2009 |
| UNCOMFORTABLE!!! |
So today's my due date and I'm still here-fat, hot, and pregnant! with no sign that he'll be makin his way out today :-(. I mean really you've been in there for NINE months, don't you want a change of scenery??? lol Honestly I hope he comes this week I'm really uncomfortable and tired!
I think I've found out what one of my biggest problem is: I try to make EVERYONE a friend. People I meet at work, school, or community service-if we have a series of some-what serious convos then I assume that the same loyalty I'd give them, they'd give me and then when they fail I'm the one with bruised feelings and this MUST stop! What's sad is the Mr is sooooo much more ignorant then I am when it comes to people and yet EVERYONE loves him and say I'm the mean one lol. Honestly, if I don't consider you my friend then I tend to look at you side ways if you try to get too close too soon, so I kinda understand where the "mean" might come from. It takes me a while to warm up to people, yes but when I do I think I over think it too much and give them an expectation that they don't necessarily deserve.
My god-mom always says its the Pisces in me that makes me act this way but I gotta change it. I give and will do for others and then when its my turn they got all the excuses in the world. We're working on me stopping this but in all honesty it really is hard for me to see someone in need, even if they don't ask, and not help; or celebrate with someone during an eventful time in their lives. I used to lie A LOT as a kid, it really was a problem :-x, but I think while I stopped lyin to everyone I started lying to myself and that's sad.
So I guess I gotta re-evaluate a few things and put people and situations in their rightful place. I've started with some and its been kinda easy, some say harsh but there really is no other way to eliminate toxic people or situations than just choppin it clear off, but I hate it when I feel like people are discussing me :-(. But OH WELL, we'll see how this works. I might have to be friendless for a little while, while I work the kinks out but I should be fine.
Hoping for a quick delivery some time soon!
CNJones, C-PA |
posted by DSweet1 @ Monday, August 17, 2009  |
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| Friday, August 07, 2009 |
| Update |
Quick update since I've been missin:
10 DAYS TIL DUE DATE!!! I'm home bored as hell, fat as I'll ever allow myself to be :-( ever again lol, and tired of goin to the bathroom. I swear I want to go to every woman who ever told me that pregnancy was a beautiful experience and punch her right in the mouth!! There's nothing beautiful about this experience. Thankfully, I haven't had it that bad-no morning sickness, no serious pain, and no complications (praise JESUS!) but I'm slow, hot, fat, and moody as hell and I can't stand it. Now that we're coming down to the end of this I keep trying to look back and remember a wonderful time during these 9 months-and CAN'T FIND ONE! lol I'm sure when he gets here I'll have something else to say but now its just organizing his stuff, making sure I'll be prepared when he gets here, and bracing myself for labor.
I'M A JONES NOW!! Yes, the Mr and I decided to move the date up since the little one was on his way. We signed up for marriage counseling and on July 21, 2009 I married my best friend!!! It was a sweet and low key day and now it just feels right. We're still going to have our big wedding maybe within the next year and a half, we're deciding on a destination or a NY wedding...I think we'll end up in Jamaica though depending on finances but stay tuned...
New things are happening all around me and I feel like I'm not really taking advantage of them so I've decided to do something about it. I found this blog that a woman created to challenge herself to complete 101 things she's always wanted to do but just never did in 1001 days. It wasn't too extreme but just things that seem out of the ordinary that could spice life up for her so I decided to make my own list and see how much I can get accomplished in 1001 days starting Monday! http://cjones-n-co.blogspot.com/ Check out the blog that will have my finished list soon and I'll try to keep it updated as I cross these things off. If you have any ideas for fun/exciting/challenging things I should try feel free to leave ur comments or start one and maybe I'll copy you lol.
Other than that I'm out of drama zone for now which feels pretty good and I'm looking forward to everything to come. It kinda feels like New Years for me lol so HERE'S TO THE FUTURE!
Dr. C. Jones, MD |
| posted by DSweet1 @ Friday, August 07, 2009 |
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