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Wednesday, March 08, 2006

That Will I Seek After...

DREAMS AND AMBITIONS:
~get my MD in Gastroenterology
~make my specialty Oncology and get rid of cancer
~own a few apartment buildings/multi-family homes
~open a community health clinic in Brooklyn
~lead more people to Christ and get even closer to Him myself
~start a few after school programs for kids in NY/Philly/Boston
~make sure my children never have to struggle to pay for college
~write a few books {hidden dream, well until now...lol}

WANTS AND DESIRES:
*to be financially secure
*to never question/disobey God's voice
*shoes and bags
*a car
*to be done with Drexel
*more ambition
*to understand why others do some of the things they do
*him {beyond logic or reason}
*all my friends to just finally be able to relax and be happy

I've been torn between my wants and my dreams because my reality contradicts them both. I'm trusting and believing that these ambitions can and will happen. I really just want to stop stressin about my future. Some people may call me over anxious but my future impacts so many people: my parents, who have been dreaming and preparing for my success before I was even born. ME, I need me to do the damn thing! Disadvantaged people, they need to know there are people who came from the hood and still care and are willing to help {can't do that if I myself am disadvantaged and broke..lol} My children need not go through what I've been through. They should not HAVE to have a job in college to make ends meet, they should be able to just focus on their studies and do what makes them happy. "Ah, but a man's reach should exceed his grasp, or what's a Heaven for?"

Dr. CH, MD {prayerfully}

posted by DSweet1 @ Wednesday, March 08, 2006

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