I thought I understood it, I mean really understood it
I thought I knew the meaning of it all and was ready to just go through it.
But I’ve grown to learn, after the trance and in the midst of the space
It’s become an unfathomable substance that is neither definable nor tangible
then and now it just kinda is…
It’s a, 'you let go and I’ll let go' kinda love
Yet it’s become a 'hold on or I’ll lose my very breath' kind of love
It’s a 'beyond my mind, above my heart, without logic or reason, in and out of every season, unconcerned with any outside opinion' kinda love
Because it’s become a soul thing…
A scary and unprecedented feeling blanketed in a been-here-before sentiment
An 'I don’t need it, you don’t want it experience super-imposed on by a if I let this go I may lose the very thing I’ve always searched for' kinda love.
Rooted in an honest secrecy, sprouted in swamp land marshed with deceit, tangled in the weed of uncertainty, yet fighting its way through for just a taste of a clear path through the chaos and disarray to glimpse Heaven.
It’s a 'one day I’ll rest in something sweet, lay on a promise of a sanctuary from which two souls become one, drift off to a foreign land where at last I can come home', kinda love.
~CH,MD {prayerfully} |
wonderful..