| Sunday, May 07, 2006 |
| World War ME! |
After my last episode of not understanding what was going on with me, I decided to handle it a lil different. I'm praying more, reading more, and finding more and more bible studies to go to and also organizing my life! This is big for me because I've never lived by a schedule, budget, and strict rules like these I've set...In my mind I have already mapped out where I should end up at 47 {sad, I know} but I think its time for me to put in concrete what steps I need to take to get there...my level of discipline is definitely growing.
I'm sure the enemy was OH SO pleased when I was down but he's bout to be one ANGRY somebody because he let me come out with my mind in tack! I didn't go to church this morning but thank GOD for Pastor Jamal Bryant and his ministry being online!!! I decided to watch his 9:30 service and his topic was PROVERBS 31!!! and it hit home on so many levels. My personal bible study this week showed me that I needed to be a better steward over everything I've been blessed with {school, finance, gifts, etc.} and in conversations and situations with family and close friends this week I've learned that my process definitely is NOT for me but for me to show those close to me who runs things in my life and evidently theirs. Well Pastor Bryant's sermon showed me how I need to get my house in order and totally live out this life of virtue. My husband, whoever he is, is somewhere becoming and I need be here in my space becoming prepared to be a ruby worthy enough to adorn his breastplate {Exodus28}, my children's futures are planned out in such a manner that their mommy needs to be able to fully cover them so they can walk out in their purpose, my friends and future are depending on me being a lady, a woman who knows who and whose she is.
I believe everyone has 2 sides of them, the side everyone sees and the side that only comes out at certain times, Beyonce has the alter ego 'Sasha' when she's performing, Jailayah has Giselle when she does her thing, and even Ms. E I believe has that alter ego EDiva when she smashes them runways...well, Candace is the student future surgeon, quiet God fearing prayer warrior, Brooklyn baby, the daughter, sister, and friend; Maxine is the rebel that does what she wants {lol}, Max gets pissed, is a poet, a dreamer, sensual character, and grudge keeping, vengeful Jamaican/New Yorker{lol}. While I think I've carried myself in such a way that anyone that knows me can call me a lady my 'behind close doors' Candace needs a lil more refinement and that's the war going on because after June '07, TRUE womanhood begins and I need to get it in order...WARNING! WOMAN AT WAR!!! |
posted by DSweet1 @ Sunday, May 07, 2006  |
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ur a trip..EDiva, huh? ButI feel you on every level of this..
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ur a trip..EDiva, huh? ButI feel you on every level of this..