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Thursday, July 27, 2006

A New Life...

WELCOME TO THE WORLD BABY KARON NICHOLAS POWELL-JONES!!!
{07-25-06}
On Tuesday, something said to me 'Go to work a lil bit early'. When the bus started to turn into the hospital's campus, I got a call saying my girl Kisha was getting ready to have her baby! I spoke to her the night b4 and she was ready to get rid of her "load" lol and I told her not to rush him and of course, he's on his way.
I swipe in and rush to the nursery and watched the mircale of life! Everything about it was amazing...just the idea that a fully formed person with a distinguished face, fingers, toes, hair, and TEETH! was growing inside of her for 9 months and was now ready to be on his own. Of course all of these thoughts came after I checked out the placenta with the doctor and he showed me all the signs of a healthy umbilical cord, and contracted uterus. lol Me and Kisha are so close now that I done see all parts of her...LOL Love ya girl.
One of the most inspiring parts was her husband...they already have 2 children but he was just ready for his "young bull" {I think that's how that retarded word can be spelled} to be here. But he's so loving and attentive to her and spoils the mess out of her. They are so sweet together but it's not a corny sweet but a true-love-I-can't-eva-see-them-breaking-up kinda sweet. I'm gonna marry me a JONES lol. But also to see my own brother and his wife and children inspired me that a curse is not on the family because they are so beautiful together. LOVE YOU GUYS
True love is somewhere waiting where divorce is not an option...I had a divorce convo everyday this past weekend and I really don't feel like touching the subject see Ms Poi for that :-) Oh, congrats to my aunt and new uncle on their nuptials this weekend! A forever love is still alive...

Dr. CH, MD {prayerfully}

posted by DSweet1 @ Thursday, July 27, 2006 0 comments

Tuesday, July 25, 2006

Dreams...

I've been made fun of because unlike every other female I know, I have no clue how I want my dream wedding. I've never dreamt of it or picked out color schemes for it, all I've ever imagined was marrying the romantic of my dreams and building a life for my children {no i don't know how many i want either...lol} but lately I've been having these dreams and they're freakin me OUT!!!
A few months ago I dreamt that I was back in Brooklyn on a corner I used to chill on but the only thing was there were trolley tracks in the street {:-O} but there's this ABSOLUTELY adorable little boy standing in the middle of the intersection with oncoming traffic threatening to destroy him. He spun and seemed to look at me and screamed "MOMMY" and I heard myself say "Don't move I'm coming to get you!" and as I dashed out to get him I shook out of my sleep!!! But his eyes and voice haunt me to this day...Then I see him again, this time we're just in a room together, he's wearing different clothes and we don't say anything to eachother we just...stare, and I wake up.
Then a few nights ago I dreamt that I was back in the apartment I grew up in and everything was the same, the only difference was that I was sitting on the couch and in walks an "ex" of mine and he scoops up the baby girl I seem to have been nursing and I sat back and admired the way he was playing with her and then I woke up.
These dreams freaked me out so I talked to my mom about it and she told me that about 3 years before she had my oldest brother she dreamt about them eating dinner together and he was about 10 in her dream and when he turned 10 he looked just like what she dreamt and a few years before she had my other brother she dreamt that they were playing in the park and he was about 7 and when he was that age that's what he looked like!!! Now I've always invisioned myself as someone's mom, I never thought about when I would have them and I hope that they don't come within 3 yrs cuz I won't be MD then and that would mess things up!!!
Man, I just wanna sleep and relax or if I'm gonna dream, can they be happy dreams where I don't just snap out of sleep like a mad woman??? lol just thought I'd share my lil madness...lol

posted by DSweet1 @ Tuesday, July 25, 2006 1 comments

Wednesday, July 12, 2006

Grown Ups

I got to get away to Atlanta after a rough spell in philly. It was definitely needed; 1-I missed my Best Friend honestly, 2-I needed to get the hell outta philly, 3-something major always comes out of being with my girls. Madam Fab was already down there, but the biggest surprise was seeing my girl Nikky who currently plays guard for Madrid's Female All-Star team!!! She's finally home for a 3-month break. It was all laughs from the minute my plane landed and it felt good to be with them again, much needed release, but something hit me as we sat on Peach St. at lunch...Janet was living on her own down there, working on her Masters while working for GE as a QI/QA analyst, Jailah was considering moving down there and working on her Masters in Nursing, Nikky was doing her thing in Madrid and finally truly happy, and in a year, I'll be a college graduate working on a secondary degree as well {possibly in Atlanta}-we weren't little girls anymore. Mom and Dad weren't there telling us what we could and couldn't do, there were no high school teachers breathing down our backs to get work done, there was none of that, we had somehow dropped childhood and wrapped ourselves in adult-hood without really realizing the transition we were making.

I love my girls and I'm so proud of who we've become...memories keep me smiling but thoughts and visions about where we will probably be very soon makes me too excited. In a year or two I will be maid-of-honor at the wedding of the century, maybe a god-mom, throwing house warming parties but I could not imagine anything futuristic without them {aww tears...lol}

Of course we talked and talked about everything and the reoccuring topics were careers and relationships...too much to write about here but in the end I had to question: Can one reach their future if their past is still present???

To all the newly wrapped grown ups: It's all down hill from here, but down hill's always the best part of the ride;-) {the great/corny Nikky}LOL

Dr. CH, MD {prayerfully}

posted by DSweet1 @ Wednesday, July 12, 2006 0 comments

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