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Tuesday, July 25, 2006

Dreams...

I've been made fun of because unlike every other female I know, I have no clue how I want my dream wedding. I've never dreamt of it or picked out color schemes for it, all I've ever imagined was marrying the romantic of my dreams and building a life for my children {no i don't know how many i want either...lol} but lately I've been having these dreams and they're freakin me OUT!!!
A few months ago I dreamt that I was back in Brooklyn on a corner I used to chill on but the only thing was there were trolley tracks in the street {:-O} but there's this ABSOLUTELY adorable little boy standing in the middle of the intersection with oncoming traffic threatening to destroy him. He spun and seemed to look at me and screamed "MOMMY" and I heard myself say "Don't move I'm coming to get you!" and as I dashed out to get him I shook out of my sleep!!! But his eyes and voice haunt me to this day...Then I see him again, this time we're just in a room together, he's wearing different clothes and we don't say anything to eachother we just...stare, and I wake up.
Then a few nights ago I dreamt that I was back in the apartment I grew up in and everything was the same, the only difference was that I was sitting on the couch and in walks an "ex" of mine and he scoops up the baby girl I seem to have been nursing and I sat back and admired the way he was playing with her and then I woke up.
These dreams freaked me out so I talked to my mom about it and she told me that about 3 years before she had my oldest brother she dreamt about them eating dinner together and he was about 10 in her dream and when he turned 10 he looked just like what she dreamt and a few years before she had my other brother she dreamt that they were playing in the park and he was about 7 and when he was that age that's what he looked like!!! Now I've always invisioned myself as someone's mom, I never thought about when I would have them and I hope that they don't come within 3 yrs cuz I won't be MD then and that would mess things up!!!
Man, I just wanna sleep and relax or if I'm gonna dream, can they be happy dreams where I don't just snap out of sleep like a mad woman??? lol just thought I'd share my lil madness...lol

posted by DSweet1 @ Tuesday, July 25, 2006

1 Comments:

At 8:16 AM, poyesha said…

those dreams are spooky. beautiful lay out tho