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Wednesday, March 21, 2007

So I'm in the library tryin to get ready for this last final...which might just kick my butt. This guy comes in with some strong smellin food can i tell you that the smells that are now coming from his side of the desk is about to make me pack everything up and go the hell home!!!!

Anyway, I got an interview with PCOM {for non-philthadelphians that's Philadelphia College of Osteopathic Medicine} on Thursday {very excited} I really wouldn't wanna stay here because Philly sucks so badly but its a really good school. I still really wanna get down to Atlanta but the only question is Who gives more money? Here, I could still keep a job at Lankenau part-time and bang out classes right down the street at PCOM whereas in Atlanta i would have to start looking now for something that's not gonna demand too much of my time and how easy could that be??? :-( But the Father knows best...

Family-wise and Relationship-wise, I'm happy. I'm in a scary place as far as my heart is concerned but I actually enjoy every minute of it and my fam is ok, for the time being.

Ok, lemme get back to work because that will decide exactly how happy I am later on.

Dr. C.H. MD {prayerfully}

posted by DSweet1 @ Wednesday, March 21, 2007 0 comments

Wednesday, March 14, 2007

Who Do I Answer To???

I'm so excited for June 16th to get here and for me to be done with this undergraduate chapter in my life FOREVER! But now that I'm closing that chapter of course a new one must begin...so i got accepted into the PA program at Emory University which is my number one choice and I'm excited about moving and starting over, new school, new course load, new environment, just a new breath, the very thought of all of this makes me so happy but...
#1-this is an entirely new city and honestly i really wish i could take all that I love from here and move them down there {call me dreamy but anyway}
#2-my new relationship has matured so fast and so strong that now we're discussing him moving down there with me!! Now when his house was having some issues, i let him stay at my apartment for a lil while until he got everything fixed and during that time it felt nice to come home to someone every night and wake up in his arms on a regular and honestly, he didn't get on my nerves {and trust in close quarters it is very easy for someone to get on my last nerve pretty quickly!!!:-(}. Everyone around us thinks he's the one and I'm the one and honestly i share their sentiments exactly but a few things complicate this decision:
a-Is this a morally sound, Christian move to make? We've discussed marriage seriously and often and in my bones i feel like something may happen but just because we've discussed and thought about this institution, is it right for Christians to 'play house' before they actually make it to the alter?
b-WHO'S GONNA TELL MY MOMMA?!! lol it's not funny, seriously, how do you explain a situation like this to an old-fashion, jamaican woman? She really did want me to come home but i already knew that wasn't gonna be good but could i really have to balls to tell her i'm movin in with a guy??? His explanation to his mother {who isn't thrilled about her baby movin at all} was that he wanted to expand his business and work while i was in school so that I wouldn't have to stress over bills and such and she was ok with it after they spoke but i don't think it'll be that easy back in Brooklyn.
c-What would people think? Not that I've been the kind to really care too much, there are certain individuals whose opinions i really value, would they think I was loose or out of order with that kind of move?
d-What if we get on eachother's nerves later on? I mean it's always possible but i think about it sometimes, we're so compatible yet we're total opposites...i feel like I've known him for forever but the truth is i haven't, it hasn't even been a long time :-( we have great communication but anything's possible...

i dunno i'm confused right now and i'm trying to remain logical and allow my heart to be free in itself at the same time...not sure if that's even possible...say a prayer and lemme know what yall think lol

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Dr. C.H. MD{prayerfully}

posted by DSweet1 @ Wednesday, March 14, 2007 2 comments

Wednesday, March 07, 2007

Gettin a Lil Easier Again...

Things are starting to make sense again...I'm gettin back on top of my school work like I needed to, praying again like I should, and taking care of business.
I was gettin a lil side-swiped by everything and allowing it to get to me in the worst way...the enemy knows how to take you out because sometimes we allow him to know us better than we know ourselves but I'm turning that around!!!
My birthday {although it had some glitches in it} turned out great! I thank everyone who had a part or who was gonna be a part. HAPPY BDAY P-DIZZLE!! :-)
The Mr. went above and beyond to make it special as did my BESTEST and brothers...THANK YOU I LOVE YOU.
So far I've received one acceptance letter from SUNY Downstate Medical Center back in Brooklyn and am waiting on three more {please say a prayer}...my only problem now is CAN I MOVE BACK UNDER MY MOTHER'S ROOF???lol we'll see..

Finals are coming up again here at DU and I need to get back to work just thought I'd resurface one more time.

Dr. C.H-J. MD{prayerfully}

posted by DSweet1 @ Wednesday, March 07, 2007 2 comments

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