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Tuesday, July 31, 2007

U Make Me...

U make me..smile. With my whole heart, its so new to me and even though I thought I felt this before, now you make me wonder...

U make me...think. With a new mind, an encouraged spirit that only sees the positive and embraces the negative as a challenging way to build character.

U make me...feel. Things I've never felt before wondering what on God's green Earth I was doing all this time???

U make me...beleive. Believe in myself that no matter what it looks like my future is destined to be great!

U make me...sure. Sure that I'm safe, secure, and assured in that I'm not in this alone.

And so I thank you. I thank you from the bottom of my heart for everything you are and make me and I pray that one day I can make you...as happy as you've made me.

Always

posted by DSweet1 @ Tuesday, July 31, 2007 0 comments

Sunday, July 29, 2007

I am by far my worst critic and because I can be somewhat anal, I tend to expect the greatest of great from myself for myself {hope that made sense} I woke up this morning and made one the dumbest mistakes ever...I don't really wanna say but trust I felt like the simplest idiot ever. When I do things like this the first question that pops in my head always is "Whose doctor am I gonna be if I can do retarded things or forget things like that?" and I mean seriously sometimes I feel so displaced in my own skin!!!!

Ok..this isn't a good morning but I plan on turning it around soon, I hope.

On the bright side, my godson turned one on Wednesday and yesturday was his party. I can't believe it was an entire year ago that I watched him come into the world and now he's WALKING!! He is the cutest thing. His mom and I are really good friends and because she's more passionate than I am we tend to rub eachother the wrong way especially when there's a third party that hates being the third party and tries to bully their way inlol.lol. She can come off as brash and spoiled sometimes, but I love her and her kids so it makes it hard to dismiss that friendship. Hopefully with time we'll get passed all that and really be ok.

The Mr.'s birthday is this weekend and I am soooo excited! He always goes above and beyond for me to make everyday, especially the special days, great and memorable for me and now its my turn to return the love. At the birthday party yesturday we got asked a few times when the wedding date was because we just look like a match made in Heaven i guess {lol lol} and of course shy me, smiles and turns the other way pretending that I'm not considering it lol. One day I'll get over it. But he truly is special so I plan on spoiling him this weekend no matter WHAT HE SAYS lol. Love you Mr. Jones!

Ok..I gotta get ready for work..
Dr. C.H. MD {prayerfully}

posted by DSweet1 @ Sunday, July 29, 2007 1 comments

Friday, July 13, 2007

It's Been A Minute

Man it's been years..lol..lol. My main reason was because I really didn't have time to actually sit down and write something and also because my apartment was wired for internet {loooong story} but I finally got it together :-).

Well I'm getting ready to get done with these last classes, Drexel screwed me, but its ok there's always something great after something like this happens...
I start PCOM in January and because I had to push my entry date back it gave me more time to look for grants and scholarship and found one that covers all the expenses for my 1st year!!! So thank you Jesus..now I just need to get done with Drexel once and for all.

We moved and I'm so excited about my new place and everything but since we've been here, I've noticed a change in the relationships and friendships surrounding me and I can't help but wonder if it has something to do with the fact that we never blessed the house or even asked God about this move ::sigh:: So I decided to have a "house-warming", one to have people over to eat, drink, and have a great time but also to pray and bless the house with people I know care. SOOO it's looking like August 12 at 4pm {I'll keep u posted but invites should be going out soon}.

I need money!!! lol lol It's not even funny, I feel like I'm living like the typical nigga like I'm two checks away from being broke and I HATE asking my parents and brothers for help, that has never been my thing so I'm trying desperately to make things work. I'm not suppose to work while I'm in school at PCOM but I don't know if that's gonna work ::sigh:: My boss at Lankenau was really grating on my nerves and so I resigned my position there and now I'll only be working part time there after August is done hopefully, I'll find something else, some things look promising so I'm keeping my fingers crossed. This brokeness can't be...maybe it has something to do with me not tithing like I used to :-(

That's another thing, I started missing a few Sundays because of work and some projects I was involved with but I noticed that whenever I went back it just didn't feel the same. I went back sometime in March and it was the mister's first time and he didn't like it, "I don't feel God here" were his exact words and I couldn't really argue with him. Then I go back on Easter and it was HORRIBLE, I couldn't understand it and then I spoke to some ministers there and they started talking like they were in a trance or something, so I decided that I couldn't be there anymore. I wish them the best and I pray that when a turn around comes they will be blessed higher and above everything they dream of, I just can't be there right now. Last year during service, I heard a voice say 'You won't be here long' and I didn't know what it meant at the time but now I know..so I've been attending Enon and even though its a lil hike I LOVE it and so does the mister...

Ok, so that was alot of my blabbing hope you enjoyed lol...

Dr. CH, MD {prayerfully}

posted by DSweet1 @ Friday, July 13, 2007 1 comments

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