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Sunday, July 29, 2007

I am by far my worst critic and because I can be somewhat anal, I tend to expect the greatest of great from myself for myself {hope that made sense} I woke up this morning and made one the dumbest mistakes ever...I don't really wanna say but trust I felt like the simplest idiot ever. When I do things like this the first question that pops in my head always is "Whose doctor am I gonna be if I can do retarded things or forget things like that?" and I mean seriously sometimes I feel so displaced in my own skin!!!!

Ok..this isn't a good morning but I plan on turning it around soon, I hope.

On the bright side, my godson turned one on Wednesday and yesturday was his party. I can't believe it was an entire year ago that I watched him come into the world and now he's WALKING!! He is the cutest thing. His mom and I are really good friends and because she's more passionate than I am we tend to rub eachother the wrong way especially when there's a third party that hates being the third party and tries to bully their way inlol.lol. She can come off as brash and spoiled sometimes, but I love her and her kids so it makes it hard to dismiss that friendship. Hopefully with time we'll get passed all that and really be ok.

The Mr.'s birthday is this weekend and I am soooo excited! He always goes above and beyond for me to make everyday, especially the special days, great and memorable for me and now its my turn to return the love. At the birthday party yesturday we got asked a few times when the wedding date was because we just look like a match made in Heaven i guess {lol lol} and of course shy me, smiles and turns the other way pretending that I'm not considering it lol. One day I'll get over it. But he truly is special so I plan on spoiling him this weekend no matter WHAT HE SAYS lol. Love you Mr. Jones!

Ok..I gotta get ready for work..
Dr. C.H. MD {prayerfully}

posted by DSweet1 @ Sunday, July 29, 2007

1 Comments:

At 4:44 PM, Tranquility826 said…

Awwww..that's wonderful!! have fun this wkend..it's fun spoiling others...

I understand u about being sooo hard on urself..but jus make sure u forgive urself and don't continue to beat urself up..