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Tuesday, April 05, 2005

Fool Me Twice

There's an old saying that says, "Fool me once, shame on you. Fool me twice, shame on me." Well shame on me!!!
I have never been the type of person that anyone even thinks of tryin to play, I wouldn't even give a nigga a chance to come out of his face to me, and here I am stuck in this position where I'm subtly bein played and I take GREAT offense to this! Many would not see it as great disrespect {and they have told me it's no big deal}, but uh uh, I don't go for dem things!I was waiting to see who was gonna be left standin when the smoke clears and I have decided that it will always be me, even if I stand alone, but I don't want the one standing by my side to be the one that won by default. I don't believe that I let this happen...

At times I wanna say where was God when I was doin this, and why didn't He stop me and remind me the same way He reminds me when I'm in other situations that I'm not gonna like that move later on?? But then I remember that although God is in charge of EVERYTHING, I tend to make things happen for myself by myself and He, in His awesome wisdom will step back and allow me to do certain things and in this case He's stepped back twice {but I still don't see the lesson in that} and later show up and say "Hey chick you get it now??? I make things move when I wanna make them move!" All I know is I gotta go back to Bk Brawler and stop this softy s**t{I'm only soft in this case, DO NOT get it twisted} and many ain't gonna like it but whateva dukes, that's ya business...
Be back lata with more I'm sure
Dr. CH, MD

posted by DSweet1 @ Tuesday, April 05, 2005

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