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Sunday, May 29, 2005

An Island to Herself

There's a saying that says "No man is an island to himself" but right now I feel like I'm an island detached from the main land all by myself. I've never been a "in the spotlight" type of person, I play my position in the background and whoever I befriend along the way is welcomed. A friend of mine told me to get out there and meet people, she said I don't make myself available and this is because of a few reasons, now the ones I choose to tell yall are #1-where I'm from don't call for a loud mouth {bad boys move in silence} #2-I'm a Biochem major-that doesn't permit me to be very socially active, #3-I'M JUST NOT AN OUT THERE TYPE OF PERSON, I will not walk up in a crowd and start talkin to everybody{that's my twin Rhonda's job, and even she stopped that}
I wish for friendship that is real and with people that share common ground but I've trusted some people and they turned right around and handed me their behinds and I'm not with that!!!
I tried talkin to my Daddy about it and he of course told me-You don't need no more friends!!! LOL but then he got serious with me and said that this could possibly be my groomin period and I need to be detached for what the Lord is trying to get me to understand and he pointed out some of my weaknesses that I hadn't even acknowledged {but I ain't tellin yall} and those are somethings I gotta get together...
This Virtuosity thing is HARD!!! especially when you have no-one to go along with you...
Dr. CH, MD {prayerfully}

posted by DSweet1 @ Sunday, May 29, 2005

1 Comments:

At 10:55 AM, Anonymous said…

I can't believe you seriously feel like that...we've been goin at it for YEARS wow-yea we gotta talk mama