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Tuesday, October 25, 2005

In A Good Space

I'm in a very weird mood lately...Weird because I'm happy and in a really good place emotionally, and not really affected by things that might've bothered me before because although hell is tryin to raise up in my life, attacks are coming on every side, and I'm having to go through all this physically alone, I don't have the feeling to complain. From time to time I worry a lil bit and strangely after all that I'm ok...could be a sign that I'm maturing and learning that you can't change everything/everyone around you or it just could be the Lord's calming, either way I thank Him.

UMMM, so much is goin on right now with work and me changing positions, people in my old position hating, friends I thought I'd made showin their true colors, and on top of all that learning how to plate cell samples, read gram stain charts, and so much more.

Then my family...everybody, if you don't say a prayer for me and my well-being just pray for my fam, that's all I'ma say bout all that.

Academia, Drexel's tryin to play me with financial aid, but I'm faithful in my tithe so I know I have NOTHING to worry about...My future looks like I'll have a few options if MedSchool falls through {there are 57,000 applicants for 16,000 seats for Med Schools each year :-(} so I just pray for guidance in this area.

The Heart Dept., another one of those 'it's out of my hands' situations, I love the friendship we have right now and if something blossoms out of it then that's cool but I'm confortable where things are right now. Talkin it over with Rhonda the other day confirmed the way I was feeling, it's best if we're best friends anyway...

My friends are all progressing well and I get really excited to see the girls I grew up with playing in the street become women with careers and bright futures, I LOVE YOU ALL!! I'm glad I've made other friends either on the same path or going in a similar direction and I pray for their strengths, I'm grateful for those I can call or IM and just laugh at the craziness that goes on in life/Drexel/in general...

I'm grateful for this time and space and just pray that it just continues...
CH

posted by DSweet1 @ Tuesday, October 25, 2005

1 Comments:

At 1:02 PM, Tranquility826 said…

You don't have to be alone..you can call me or Im me or hang out if u ever get lonely or jus wanna talk..keep ya' head up!