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Sunday, January 15, 2006

Process

So it looks like God didn't listen to me when I said I had no more tears...
Have you ever felt like God was challenging you and you don't know whether or not you can win? Well right now I'm at a point where everything under me feels like it's about to slide right from under my feet. I thought I knew God, I thought we had an intimate relationship, but apparently not! Apparently, there is more of Him that He wants me to know.
I've said before that I've been in a place where the only thing I had to believe in was that God was Lord, Christ paid the price for me, and I have the power to make things happen. Right now, I can hear Him say, 'You've told so many people about me. You've said I'm a way maker and a mind regulater, but HOW do you know that???' All these things I've seen and heard from other people and He said, 'It's a time that you KNOW Me and not only talk about me' So now He's given me a situation bigger than myself and I'm totally lost but I refuse to cry, I refuse to buckle because I am determined to KNOW Him, so that my testimony and my preaching has substance, I have a promise inside of me, I have a purpose and I am determined to MAKE IT STICK...so if I gotta fall, if I gotta lose-so be it because I do know that ALL THINGS WORK TOGETHER IN TIME, FOR THEM THAT LOVE THE LORD AND ARE CALLED ACCORDING TO HIS PURPOSE!

I know this is all scattered but I needed to get this out and there was NO way I would vocalize this to anyone right now, but in time...Please remember me when you say your prayers.

Dear Daddy, it's me again...

Dr. CH {prayerfully}

posted by DSweet1 @ Sunday, January 15, 2006

1 Comments:

At 10:00 AM, Tranquility826 said…

mmm..girl that is deep..wow..hang on, you already kno what the result will soon be..I got you in my prayers