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Wednesday, June 28, 2006

Drop In-

So I went home this weekend for the 10th Anniversary Reasonable Doubt concert at Radio City...I have a confession...I'M IN LOVE WITH JAY-Z! I've always said he looked like Joe Camel but he was a nice lyricist {unfortunately he was the only rapper who knew SAT words and wasn't afraid to use them} but his Bk swagger and total attitude is so sexy sometimes I don't know what to do {LOL} sad, yea i know and anyone that knows me knows I don't really talk about guys like that but, Shawn Carter, got that! For a while now I've pictured my perfect guy to be him, with a better face and stomach{lo}. I only know one guy like him, but he's from the twin borough :-/
The concert was on point and Brooklyn was definitely in the building, I got to see some friends from junior high there, I'll post some pics later. But after it let out we headed to the after party at the Roxy where I ran into an old "friend", I'm glad to see him doin well and happy in his new relationship but of course I had to ask mysekf 'What if?'...anyway, the night was fun and exactly what I expected, glad I got to go home and eat some real food, I haven't been able to cook the way I want to because my kitchen is not the way I want it just yet and I've been working like a slave to take care if this hold with Drexel :-(
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Funny Story: I'm walkin up 5th to meet with my boy and his sister and she has the only attitude. When I asked her what her problem was she said, 'Some lil African is havin a party in the hotel and their whole tribe was runnin around the place'. I cracked up because she's so ignorant but then I remembered, a friend from DU was having a graduation party at the hotel who was African and I damn near died!!! lol
so anyway...
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Of course whenever I go home lately I spend way too much time in Harlem {mainly because alot of my Bk friends aren't around anymore, either away at school or AWAY :-(} but I chilled with some of my girls and found one thing disturbingly repeptitive: EVERYONE HAS THESE 'NO TITLE' RELATIONSHIPS! What is that? They're not together but they kinda are but they're not considered butt-buddies, I tried to understand it but then they couldn't explain why they made it that way. Only one of my girls was honest enough to say 'I'm not over the ex so I don't want to jump into anything serious, but he's {the new guy} is more than Mr. Rebound but I don't know if he can replace the Ex-Factor'. At first I thought it was pathetic because she and her ex broke up a year ago and she's been twice replaced, but then I got a lil upset, why couldn't she be by herself then? Why pretend that she could really move on with this other person when in the back of her mind she's wishing that the ex will come along and sweep her back off her feet? Is it a waste of time for the 'no-title relationship'? or can it truly blossom with time into some real?

Ok, I'm done goin on with this...tryin to stay on top of this 4.0 game, started out a lil rocky but I'm determined to snatch my degrees outta Papadakis's hand come June '07 and run straight outta Philly ;-)

Dr. CH, MD {prayerfully}

posted by DSweet1 @ Wednesday, June 28, 2006 1 comments

Saturday, June 10, 2006

Here We Go Again...

Of course once I've gone through everything, it's only normal that I emerge with a series of questions that you guys get to ponder over with me :-)

My apartment is really good right now...I'm setting things up the way I like. Still need a lil more but I am determined to stick with this budget and my saving goals. But of course being the New Yorker I am, I immediately changed my locks, my landlord came over during the week to do some renovations and requested a copy of the key. Some say that she is entitled to a key but I can't see how that makes ANY sense, especially since it seems she's in a habit of coming over to the place without calling first. Now I plan on getting my fire-arms permit in a few months, what if I blew her head off because she just waltzed in her unexpected {lol...just kiddin}Since we're gonna be away for a while I gave her a copy to change the refrigerator and other renovations that she needs to make in the kitchen, but I know I'm gonna want them back AS SOON AS I GET BACK!!! In a psychotic city like Philadelphia, should you trust the landlord with a spare?

Ok, onto the plagues:
If a relationship didn't last longer than a year, even if you grew really close, is there a need for "closure"? and if YES, how does one go about fulfilling this? Does this answer the Whys and What Ifs?

If there is no closure, can you truely forgive or get over a wrong done, if you can't forget? Is it the lack of closure that causes this or is it our own wanting to hold on that makes us hurt over and over again?

Should one wait until their 30s to get married? If they did wait until their 30s to have children, would they be considerd OLD parents?

Ok, I'm done for now...
Dr. CH, MD {prayerfully}

posted by DSweet1 @ Saturday, June 10, 2006 2 comments

Wednesday, June 07, 2006

When I Think of Candace...

Fill in the blanks. Thanx

When I think of Candace, the first thing that comes to mind is...and one word that I would use to describe her would HAVE to be...I've always wanted to tell her...but I've never...The...reminds me of Candace and I think she would think of...when she thinks of me.

posted by DSweet1 @ Wednesday, June 07, 2006 2 comments

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