| Sunday, December 10, 2006 |
| Guess I Needed a Slap |
"God, just let something drastic happen so I can know that I need to leave this alone."
"If they can just do ONE major thing to make me hate them, I could be fine."
"Lord, show me a blatant sign."
These were all my thoughts and prayers concerning certain situations and damn did I get slapped with every kinda response this weekend. God and I have a relationship where He'll tell me something and I'll kinda get it but not quite so He gets frustrated with me and then slaps the crap outta me and I definitely still feel it.
Shocked
Confused
Pissed
Disappointed
Vengeful
Embarassed {only because my mother was sitting right in front of me}
all my emotions at the time of all this revelation but surprisingly, NOT hurt. There were no tears, no depression, none of that just upset. I'm grateful that I didn't have one of those wailing moments but I can't understand why I don't have a deeper emotion. And yet in still I have the same feeling I had 2 years ago-'It still ain't gonna work', I was right back then, so that helps a lil too... |
posted by DSweet1 @ Sunday, December 10, 2006  |
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mmmmmmmmmm...oh My lord...lol..lol!!! I kno all about those statements too..ur carbon copying my life..lol..lol.
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mmmmmmmmmm...oh My lord...lol..lol!!! I kno all about those statements too..ur carbon copying my life..lol..lol.