| Wednesday, September 13, 2006 |
| Issues... |
In a conversation I had earlier I was asked, "What can I do to make you happy?" and my immediate response was, "I ain't been happy for a minute, you can't help me". I know it was a little harsh for the person I was speaking to and hearing myself actually hit me a little hard. I wasn't being extra, I wasn't intentionally trying to hurt that person, it really was the truth.
Some good things have happened for me and some bad things have too and still through it all I can' honestly say, I ain't happy. Something's missing, something's wrong but I really don't know what it is...
I really hate this feeling because I feel like an unstable female and who wants to deal with that?? There's so much going on right now that intensifies this feeling and I know I'm OFF and not really where I should be spiritually. I heard a message on Sunday that hit me so hard but I couldn't really respond to it because I know I'm not doing/walking the way I should. But you know what I really CAN'T stand at times like this...when other people think I have all the answers to their issues or can possibly help in their dramas. But as much as I hate it, I still suck it up and help and at the end of the day collapse in my own mess...
Man, I'm done in this |
posted by DSweet1 @ Wednesday, September 13, 2006  |
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cause ur the one with that "wisdom"..everyone knows Miss C will have a word to give or a shoulder to lean on w/ their situation..but not everyone recognizes that you have ur own stuff too..at times u do need to break free, back up, no longer give advice, just send up a prayer and do YOU!!
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cause ur the one with that "wisdom"..everyone knows Miss C will have a word to give or a shoulder to lean on w/ their situation..but not everyone recognizes that you have ur own stuff too..at times u do need to break free, back up, no longer give advice, just send up a prayer and do YOU!!