| Thursday, September 27, 2007 |
| A BORING 6 MONTHS |
I do not consider myself the most EXCITING person. I mean I think I am a fun person to hang out with sometime and I tend to throw nice 'get-togethers' but for the most part I am such a homebody as basic boring person. No extra exciting ventures like sky-diving of the Colorado Rockies or scuba diving with the whales or partying every weekend, just plain head in the books, mind in the sky boring Candace. So can someone explain to me why it seems that I can't just have a BORING LIFE!!! Some thing's always going on, some one's always doing something or causing me to do something and I seem to always be on edge.
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1} This whole moving thing is so annoying but THANK JESUS I found a place I really like, I decided to go small and choose a studio because I won't be out here much longer and since my crazed ex-roommate did me the honor of taking all the big stuff I can fit the rest of my stuff in there and the place has a HUGE walk in closet on top of a coat closet. I love the place, hopefully my credit is not too shot so that I can get it without the whole co-signer/rejection thing. My wonderful big brother is helping me find a place and my parents were out here also helping and brought food, me and mom cooked, dad worked on the car with the Mr. {awwww bonding moments lol}, and we replaced some of the small things that that crazy person stole it was a nice time actually. On edge but trying to trust.
2} I made a mistake of becoming really close friends with some girls on my job and at first it was all great and I recently became one of their children's god-mother and I love him to death!!! But she is a BRAT!! Ok quick summation: The first one I met first and clicked with immediately, I'm her son's godmom. She has a tendency to think that everyone should spoil her like her husband does and I'm not really into the whole spoil another woman thing so of course I would ignore her tantrums. She also thinks attacking people is a way of just saying what's on her mind and she doesn't get that I could cuss you out and be done with the whole thing so as we got closer and these things got out more and more I started to distance myself from her {If I told any story in detailed yall would be mad that I even spoke to this girl anymore}. The second one I met about a year after I started at the hospital and she was closer to my age and majoring in the same thing at Temple so we hit it off and we actually like to hang out at the same lounges and places so we would go out together {mistake #1 my father said}. She knew friend #1 before I did but wasn't that close to her and in the beginning she was cool but then friend #1 gets pregnant, tells me about it, and friend #2 didn't really appreciate it. So since it came out she's been trying to get really close to her and they have been ever since, she is the other god-mom. Once Sug was born, it became a battle of Who Could Be Super-Godmom and trust I did not have the time or money to be in that kinda competition and some other things were said that caused me to fall back from her too. Well now since I don't work there anymore I don't see them anymore and therefore don't really speak to them anymore as I did and it seems to now bother them. They want to meet and talk about everything I don't really want to because what's the point??? I can't change who they are and who they are bothers me. The Mr says to just not say anything to any of them {mind you friend #1 is his sister-in-law who introduced us lol he's so ignorant}, my father said I don't have time to get involved in that kind of girly mess, my brother says if its gonna bother me then maybe I should say my piece but if I know it's gonna turn into a brawl then its best to leave them to eachother and go about my business but something in me wants to hear them and express how I felt about everything that happened but is it really worth it???
3} God that last one was looong, lol so on to the case. I sent out the demand letter, my parents and I have signed affidavits, I've filed police reports and actions, and now that it's gotten even bigger it looks like we'll be going to both small claims court to get some of my things back and be paid for the things she stole but we'll also probably be going to civil court for slander and malicious production on her part. Who would've thought that I'd be going through this kinda drama with her or anyone else??? CAN I PLEASE JUST HAVE A 6 MONTH SPAN OF BOREDOM?!?!?
Stay tuned for the next episode... |
posted by DSweet1 @ Thursday, September 27, 2007  |
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| Monday, September 24, 2007 |
| Never Forget |
I went to bed last night a lil down, thinking about everything that has happened in the past week and all the moves I'm gonna have to make in the next upcoming one. I couldn't imagine how something like this could happen to me, I mean I have done my dirt but I've also done a lot of good and I started to have a pity party because I now have to start from scratch while knowing that I involuntarily provided someone else with an entire house-full worth of supplies. I decided to make dinner for the first time this week and thought I was ok but then I started to see EVERYTHING that she stole. Petty things that I could tell she took just to hurt me..like my cake pans!!! I am an avid baker and she doesn't bake a THING and she took both sets. My favorite knife set and she doesn't even cook like that and whatever she does is either already in a bag or in a box. My pots and pans...SHE DOESN'T EVEN COOK!!! It was just sickening.
I spoke to a minister from my old church this morning and she told me the same thing Christians seem to tell you when you're in a bind like this..."Forget that which is passed because God has something greater for you." She kept pressing this and I kept ignoring it because I've heard it so many times before and I guess she could tell and she told me to stay encouraged and that she would pray for me and we hung up. I then called my friend and told her all of it and she said something that blew me outta my whole pity party {I must be crazy to have all these friends who are not afraid to tell me about myself, but I love 'em}. Her exact words:
"I remember a year ago telling you that God has better for you when you and that ass were breaking up and you telling me you don't see what could be better than him and now an entire year later, would you give back what God has given you or do you NOW see that he gave you the greater?" I couldn't answer her, I was floored, I mean jaw dropped and heart racing. I can't believe I couldn't see this for myself but she was absolutely, without a doubt RIGHT!!!
Where I am now with my heart and my faith in love and relationships is 100% better than it was a year ago and every night that I say my prayer I thank God for him, his love, and our commitment but I couldn't see that God does have my greater at heart so now I vow to never forget the hills and dark places because I'm sure there will be more but if I can hold onto those I'll get over these!!! Thank You!!! |
| posted by DSweet1 @ Monday, September 24, 2007 |
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| Sunday, September 23, 2007 |
| Crazy Roommate Update |
So I figured I'd fill you in on the new mess that Natasha Kay Moore is putting me through. Well not only has this retarded bitch robbed me but she has now put into motion that which she cannot take back. I'm calm about it now but yesturday, please just be greatful, there is God I fear and a prison system I don't trust lol. I thought about it, calmed myself and I wish her nothing but a long life...long enough for God to repay her for all the mess she's trying to pull.
So she's taken it to my job!!! I decided to stay at my hospital as a per diem tech until my loans come through and I was told that she has officially filed a harassment case against me with the hospital security and she must've been very extra because they were considering firing me all together. Now anyone who's wanted a good career such as, ummm i dunno, a DOCTOR or PA or something along those lines knows that if something like this goes on your personnel record there is no way you're either 1}getting into med school, 2} if you're already in a say, a PA program you can be dismissed if this were made into a big thing, or 3}would never be able to qualify to take your boards.
So not only did the retarded whore rob me and run, she thinks she can also slander me and think I won't sue her dumb ass til she ends up paying Drexel off for me!! I can't even believe she's this slow. This proves if ever I was wondering that I MADE her, the decisions she made, the way she dressed {sometimes, because yes she would go out a try to buy my clothes as big as she is}, and the way she carried out business. Because if this were going on with anyone else I would have been there to tell her this was a DUMB ASS move!
I will continue to carry out all the cases with the police dept. who already feel her father in atlantic city and cousins in camden are a threat, and with my lawyers who are ready to run her into the ground, and EVERY SINGLE ONE of my character witnesses who can testify that I've never behaved in a harassing manner, that she is a very emotionally unstable creature, and that a lot of the stories she's telling people are completely FALSE.
I'll let you guys know what else her lil retarded behind pulls next. |
| posted by DSweet1 @ Sunday, September 23, 2007 |
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| Tuesday, September 18, 2007 |
| WOW |
So I came home from work and my apartment-house is completely and disgustingly....EMPTY!!
That simple, trashy, retarded bitch cleaned out the apartment.
Let me back track, my mother calls me and tells me that her mother {A TRUE CRACK WHORE} called her and told her that my boyfriend was not who he appeared to be and had had his "people" send her a "message" by breaking out her windshield. Let me say it for the record, he had NOTHING to do with it.
What would he or I gain by her car being hit.
The points that pissed me off about this was:
1-her previous car was smashed worst than this, all three windows were broken out, the radio ripped out, and the interior trashed.
2-she has been known to deal with other people's men and has been threatened several times because of this, so it could be anyone.
3-DO NOT accuse my boyfriend of this mess when you know you have issues.
Well because she was so "fearful" for her life, she had her people come in and steal so many things from here I'm talking the Mr's X-Box {which is $400 on its own} a living room set, dining set {which cost us $1300 together}, pots and pans, glasses, bookcases, a table {maybe $300 here}, and God knows what else I haven't noticed. I immediately called the police, made a report, and then called my lawyer this morning. I am completely at a loss for words, I want to beat the shit outta her get my stuff back and still sue her dumb ass for all the mess she's pulled after all I've done for her and her lil dysfunctional family.
I've kept so many of her lil twisted secrets, defended her when everyone called her a retarded slob bitch, and remained loyal even though she's done something similar to this before. But I'll let God deal with her and her mother who is all of a sudden on a high horse because when they raped her, I stood by her when her degenerate mother blamed her. When they called her fat and retarded and ugly I built her dumb ass up and told her she was beautiful {even though she wasn't attractive in the least} even when her father disowned her. And when the last people she lived with threw her out and called her a ghetto criminal, I stood by her when they thought her crack head family would rob the place.
But I'm SOOOO PISSED RIGHT NOW!! If she was so fearful for her life, and she knows how the Mr feels about me she would rob me!?!?! What if he was crazy and tracked her ass down and did something?!?!?!? STUPID! I've really appreciated to love and help that those who knew showed and I am sooo grateful to him for being there and letting me know everything would be ok.
Let me go, I need to do some more house hunting...Please keep me in your prayers that I do not slip any further.
CH |
| posted by DSweet1 @ Tuesday, September 18, 2007 |
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| Sunday, September 02, 2007 |
| Naked |
Its a hard period for me and I just got the drive to let a lil out...i had to release this somewhere.
I always get the feeling like once it seems like things are finally turning in my favor, something crazy comes along to shock the whole scene and make every step just that much harder, that much unbearable...think I'm exaggerating???
Saturday afternoon alone for instance
a)got the results from my last doctor's visit and the report came back that my cells are not at the level they are supposed to be :-(
b)i stumble upon some information that tells me that my roommate is filling out applications for one bedroom apartments without even discussing it with me, without even giving me the warning signs that she wasn't happy. I mean everytime we see eachother we're talking and laughing and she's still coming to me with her news and stories about her relationship, giving me the impression that we were cool. I knew there was a lil issue because we're not as close as we once were, and i don't really know why but for her to actively and secretly fill out applications to move hurts and pisses me off all in the same. One because you're showing me once again that you're a grimey person and that everything everyone else said about you was absolutely TRUE! Two, that you're a user, you wanna stick around so that I can pay half of the bills until you're grounded enough to move on your own. Three, that you're not as mature as I thought. Whenever they told me you were a nut, that I shouldn't trust you, that they couldn't understand how I could be friends with someone like you I told them all to go to hell, I lost friends because of you, felt isolated because of you because I "knew" that no matter what you'd have my back and you do this to ME!!!??? {i know i'm raving, but it just pricks me that now i have to move once again} :-( :-(
c)I get a call from the on-call supervisor from my job who informs me that I was put on the schedule to work from 1-9:30 and her it is now 4:00PM!!! It struck me as odd because I called up to the job the night before and asked when the next time I was scheduled to work was and they told me Sept. 9th-dayshift. So how the hell did I end up on the schedule??? WAIT...let's back track
c1)our car's radiator BLEW UP!!! YES I mean wide open, car over heated, and would NOT move!!! In the middle of City Line Ave!!! So now I'm waiting on the mister's dad to get the parts to fix it, but it might just be time for a new car.
c)So now i had to get my stuff together and prepare myself for stat lab..2 hours late! How does make me look as a worker, and if I need to pick up any hours are the other supervisors gonna look at me as a person who shows up late and needs to be reminded that they need to bring their behind to work??? :-( :-( :-(
d) Bills are kicking my behind, I thought I had everything under control but I find now that I need to build my budget all over again and start from scratch. I need to work on my credit because it already looks like trash...by 25 I should have my home looking to buy another and at this rate I might file banckruptcy after all my school loans are taken out and start again...but can I afford those 7 YEARS?!?!? :-( :-( :-(:-(
e)I cried to God last night for help, strength, and not revenge but mercy. I've learned not to ask for "Justice" per say because if justice were taken against ME I don't know if I'd be able to handle it, so I just asked for a lil more mercy and for the first time when I've had that kind of experience, I didn't get an answer. :-(:-(:-(:-(:-( My dreams are getting crazier and crazier in their meanings and I have had some since then but I wish He would be a lil clearer for me.
Ok, I can't put anymore out...I'm tearing up as I type...you know some of these issues, please just pray that I can make it out not totally broken
CH |
| posted by DSweet1 @ Sunday, September 02, 2007 |
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