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Wednesday, February 13, 2008

I've Been Missing Alot

Ok, so I've been out of the loop and it seems that, I've resurfaced and found everyone ENGAGED or pregnant. It started with my god-sister announcing her engagement after 4 months {she's known to do drastic things like this, we'll see where this goes} but co-workers and classmates are getting engaged and ready to do the damn thing, I feel kinda late.
Silly as it may sound, I'm in a steady relationship right now and even though the discussion comes up and we might refer to eachother as "the wife" and "the Mr." I don't see a proposal coming anytime soon, but now that it seems to have become a fad it makes me wonder...is the time coming up???
Now when I first entertained the thought it was fun, you know to be someone's wife but then I really thought about it and it scared the trash out of me, being someone's WIFE! WOW, while I congratulate my cohorts and will be all too excited to attend the ceremonies I think I'll wait this one out lol and just continue to dream of it.
But then what's wrong with me, if I'm in the relationship entertaining the thought yet shrinking away from the idea of taking it to that ideal and holy level am I just playing house?? or am i really not ready to be someone's wife?? if i'm not, should I be in such a serious relationship. Ok, see it's late and this is getting deep I'll try to resurface soon.

Dr. C.H., MD {prayerfully}

posted by DSweet1 @ Wednesday, February 13, 2008

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