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Thursday, April 21, 2005

I'm Done!!!

I see the God in it and it only sees half...I open myself and it only cracks the door...I give my all, it gives me 1/2...I love it, it cares....
I'M DONE!!!
I can't keep doin this to myself-last nite I had the truth smacked in my face and yea I was hurt but I was also at a point of finished. "You are a strong woman from a line of strong women, and Jamaican women don't deal wit dees sorta t'ings" my daddy always makes things better {for a while}
I need a whole thing and no matter how hard it is to TOTALLY let it go, I have to let this go and neva let it come back. It'll take some time but it gotta get done. It can't come before me and neither can it come before anything close to happiness- I come first, my JOY comes first, my HEART comes first, damnit after God, me, my family, and my work everything else takes a backseat and that's just how it's gonna be.
But...God, if my father knew the foolish things I thought about and did he would smack fire outta me {lol} but I chalk it to experience and beg God for forgiveness for the dumb ish I've done and now it's time to move on.
Dr. CH, MD

posted by DSweet1 @ Thursday, April 21, 2005

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