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Sunday, June 05, 2005

One Day I'll get it Out

I had to just add this in because it was bothering me...there are some people in my life {close and distant} that rest on my conscience.

There are some people that I wish I could just get in their heads and show them the clearer picture to the one they see blurry or just to understand why they do the things they do...
Then there are some people that I wish could get into MY head so they know what I'm thinkin about them and the things they do so I won't sin my soul and go to hell by actually verbalizing them...
There are some people that I'm not necessarily close to but have a pull on my heart for. At times I wonder what it would be like if I came to Drexel and got close to certain people but I guess it was for a reason but there is this one person that I think about in particular...but maybe one day...
Then some upset me because for some reason they come at me as if they are strong people and then I get close to them and realize they are as soft as a cup cake!!! Not strength in the body building type but strength in who they are, what they wanna do, and where they're tryin to go , even if you stumble and cry a lil that's ok but to have NO direction?!?!?! I can't comprehend that...

You eva felt so overwhelmed with thoughts that nothing, not even written, fully explains what you're thinkin...yea you can see from this one that I'm in one of those moods. One day I'll get it out...

posted by DSweet1 @ Sunday, June 05, 2005

1 Comments:

At 1:02 AM, Anonymous said…

It sounds like you have a lot of profound things to say but you play your own worst enemy and stifle yourself...just open up Ms Lady and let these people know how you feel especially the one you have a pull on your heart for...he/she may be wanting to hear from you too!
Hope you don't mind me stopping by...keep writing I'll be saving this page as a definate favorite ;-)