| Wednesday, September 07, 2005 |
| My Mind's Playin Tricks on Me |
Since I was young, I've always loved just gettin away, just to be alone for once. Alone with just me and my thoughts makin sense of everything around me and even around those that I love. But lately I've had to keep myself busy so that my thoughts don't catch up with me for too long {crazy yea I know} I love my roomie, but it's great havin the apartment to myself and I was really lookin forward to being here in solitude to finally confront somethings head on, just me and my mind but somethings I just can't answer...
What is God tryin to tell me? Why does He keep sparing me? The Devil is constantly threatening my life and bringing me very close to my demise, so what is God keepin me here for? Katrina just solidified it for me that the end is commin and Jesus is gettin ready to come back...Am I ready?
Martin Luther King Jr. said that if we've lived a life without finding the one thing we would die for then we haven't really lived...have I found that yet? Am I lookin at the right thing? These are alot of loans and more is on the way, when/how will they get paid?
My meeting a few weeks ago...that just hurts my head to think about...we spoke, were comfortable in those moments, got some things out in the open BUT-was it real? Did I over-analyze everything? Did it even matter to them or was it a joke?...I dunno what I want to happen but I wish somethin would so I know just what da hell it means
My grandmother is gettin older and weaker, how can I take care of her? What can I do? When it gets too much for Ma and too unknown for me, how do I remain the rock?
Yo, my mind is playin tricks on me and more tricks are bein tossed in there so I'm gonna go clean the place or something...lol...lata
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Micro Persuasion: links for 200
Podcast Alley, the grassroots podcast directory that played a big role in spurring the popularity of podcasting, has been acquired by PodShow.
Nice blog site! I'm definitely going to circulate your web address!
I have a free grants content site featuring publications from grant expert Matthew Lesko. Its for those looking for free grants related information.
Check it out :-)